Thats a smile that i put on my face to pretend that im happy.
Nobody knows the real me.Nobody knows how many times i cried to sleep,
how many times i've lost hope,how many times i have hold back the tears.
Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever im sad, how
horrible they truly are. Nobody knows the real me & thats what i hate the most.

Life is full of pretty shits . pretty lies . pretty fucked up .
Why must people change huh huh ? ):
You're one of those people i need in my life . i can't stand not talking to you . But thats how ironic things can get .
So , i got to deal with it . Well , shit happens .
My results was okaay . Got seventh positions in class :/
Need to bucked up . Life hasnt be pretty awesome lately .
i hate the facts that when something suddenly bothers you .
And all those memories just hits you for a spilt seconds .
And you miss evrythings . Tssk .

Take me to , Paris .

My Bestfriend is going there ):
Gonna miss you truckloads .
Have fun at Paris , wish you i could hid inside your luggage & follow you .
HAHAA , kay .
Netball finally you didnt really ruin my friday .
I think im gonna just stay in netball .
What's the point of goin to other cca's if its something you didnt 'enjoy' right .
I dont want to regret later on .
Lull , okaayz .
xoxo

I BELIEVE IN MAGIC

Heeey , Hows life ? <;
This blog of mine is deead like for a long time .
Test is shooting in this week . tsssk .
sadlife_rightnow@fml.com .
No more sleeping . But my eyes cant help it , it becomes sleepy .
But this week im awake for every periods yknoww .
HAHHAA , good job SyafiqahAli <;
Btw , my birthdaay is tmrww .
Im so not looking for it =/
Im geetting old , tsssk .
Wednesdaay , pleasee be good kay <;

Ignorance is a bliss ;

Remember how we used to crap with each other ,
How we used to make fun of teacher & laugh our ass out ,
Remember how we used to planned to kick the DB ass ,
Remember the times we used to give each other advices &
cheer each others up when ones is down .
I miss those times .
It seems like yesterdays , but it was just a dream ,
those days are gone , it's just memories .

Tied up some loose ends

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As the end of another holiday draws near ,
I'd like to take a moment to lists all the things i'm thankful for.
I'm thankful no matter , how dark things may get ,
old friendships can be rekindled.
I'm so fucking glad that i'm still in contact with my childhood bestfriend, HaziqahEmilynn (;

Bubblegum . Yoghurt . Cookies .

Sentosa was a blast <;
Had an awesome time with kakfi & syazlinda <3
Hahhah , we went to siloso beach then off to universal sudio .
We bought jellybean & ice - cream (Y)
Yummmy (;
Then slacked at Vivo .
We took a loot of pictures with syaz's dslr .
I jealous uhr , i also want . HAHAA .
Fitri was very funny , cant stop laughing .
You guys make my day seriously :D