What's wrong with me? I feel so down dumb stupid and dumb and stupid.
Nothing seems to go right fr me. I feel that there's no one that will be there fr me.
I just want to cry on someone shoulders and a hug that can assure me everything's gonna be okay. My results are sucha disappointment. Its not that i'm stupid, I made a careless mistakes which affect my marks so much and makes me look stupid. Hahaha doesn't even makes sense? Sometimes i don't understand myself. I just don't show my feelings. I act like care less when i actually care. I push people away when i actually need them. I'm so complicated. I guess you got tired of me. Its okay i understand. I'm used to it. It always happens that way right. But it just hurts me so bad. I miss you like alot.

One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful

This song is for all the insecure girls out there. This song makes me smile. if only there's a guy who will this to me, i will marry you cheh. Hahahaha. It will the sweetest things ever. I'm sure every girl would want that to. It lift my self esteem a little. thats a good thing. So fucking obsessed wip them <3 you guys are such a qtpies <3

I'm so insecure with the way i look & everything.
I let myself down so many times. I always think i'm ugly.
There are times when i just cry, cry because i'm ugly.
I just wish that i'm like all the priddy girls out there.
My insecurities could eat me alive. Sad laip :")

Thats a smile that i put on my face to pretend that im happy.
Nobody knows the real me.Nobody knows how many times i cried to sleep,
how many times i've lost hope,how many times i have hold back the tears.
Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever im sad, how
horrible they truly are. Nobody knows the real me & thats what i hate the most.

Life is full of pretty shits . pretty lies . pretty fucked up .
Why must people change huh huh ? ):
You're one of those people i need in my life . i can't stand not talking to you . But thats how ironic things can get .
So , i got to deal with it . Well , shit happens .
My results was okaay . Got seventh positions in class :/
Need to bucked up . Life hasnt be pretty awesome lately .
i hate the facts that when something suddenly bothers you .
And all those memories just hits you for a spilt seconds .
And you miss evrythings . Tssk .

Take me to , Paris .

My Bestfriend is going there ):
Gonna miss you truckloads .
Have fun at Paris , wish you i could hid inside your luggage & follow you .
HAHAA , kay .
Netball finally you didnt really ruin my friday .
I think im gonna just stay in netball .
What's the point of goin to other cca's if its something you didnt 'enjoy' right .
I dont want to regret later on .
Lull , okaayz .
xoxo

I BELIEVE IN MAGIC

Heeey , Hows life ? <;
This blog of mine is deead like for a long time .
Test is shooting in this week . tsssk .
sadlife_rightnow@fml.com .
No more sleeping . But my eyes cant help it , it becomes sleepy .
But this week im awake for every periods yknoww .
HAHHAA , good job SyafiqahAli <;
Btw , my birthdaay is tmrww .
Im so not looking for it =/
Im geetting old , tsssk .
Wednesdaay , pleasee be good kay <;

Ignorance is a bliss ;

Remember how we used to crap with each other ,
How we used to make fun of teacher & laugh our ass out ,
Remember how we used to planned to kick the DB ass ,
Remember the times we used to give each other advices &
cheer each others up when ones is down .
I miss those times .
It seems like yesterdays , but it was just a dream ,
those days are gone , it's just memories .