Tied up some loose ends

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As the end of another holiday draws near ,
I'd like to take a moment to lists all the things i'm thankful for.
I'm thankful no matter , how dark things may get ,
old friendships can be rekindled.
I'm so fucking glad that i'm still in contact with my childhood bestfriend, HaziqahEmilynn (;

Bubblegum . Yoghurt . Cookies .

Sentosa was a blast <;
Had an awesome time with kakfi & syazlinda <3
Hahhah , we went to siloso beach then off to universal sudio .
We bought jellybean & ice - cream (Y)
Yummmy (;
Then slacked at Vivo .
We took a loot of pictures with syaz's dslr .
I jealous uhr , i also want . HAHAA .
Fitri was very funny , cant stop laughing .
You guys make my day seriously :D

Goodbye November , Hello december .

Hello December :D
Yesterday , went to changi airport sending reno off .
Hahhah , he must have a good time at Norway .
I had not been updating for quite sometimes . Hehs .
Now , im at Syazlinda's crib (;
Planning to watch movie .
Just nw i wait for her like a mofo outside her house .
She was showering , hehs .
School is getting near soon .
God , now im lazy for school . Hahhah .
Yeaaahh , my house is quite far somemore .
Gotta run now .

chaakkchaakk ^^

Sorry for not been updating .
So now , im goona give a shot (:
Hehs . the reason why i have not been updating
is because im moving house . Hahaah .
Moving to Bukitpanjang . heh .
Woodlands , im gonna miss you .
Last thursday , went to waterfront with
Muz , syazlinda , fathin , fitri & amaarool .
I fall on my ass . HAHHAAH .
Fcking funny man .
Yesterday , out with my mummy .
Haaahah .
Now , at syazlinda's crib ^^
She's damn crazyy (;
Awesomeee =D
So , im gonna have new home , new life , new me , i guess ?
Haaaahaaah .
So now , my year end resolution is ;
- To lose weight (;
- be a good girl .
- study like a MF
- Enjoy my life like a MF
- expect less
- Don't skip training (Y)

LOL . Amaciaam ^^
Cool ? Hahhah .
Hope to achieve all thaat . yeaah .
Im up for a change people . Hehs .
Cheers readers ~
Happy saturday ^^

i'm back ^^

CAMP WAS AWESOMEE !!
1e5 rawk my ass ^^
Really had damndamn fun oii .
I don't want this camp to end );
Hmm :/
I want it to stay , grr .
I LOVE MY AWESOME PEEPS <3
Specially Shabrina , Muz , Haiqal , alfian & Nash (;
You guys are awesome man ^^
Thaanks for the laugh ass . HAHAA .
But its gonna be the last time 1e5 had with MuhdHaiqal31 );
Hmmm .
Im gonna miss you all people :/
Stay young & healthy . LOL .
Kay , crap .
But seriously , i want camp again . *sigh .
The fun is gone .
But the memories will stay (;
I enjoyed everything .
This year change my life a loot .
ILOVE1E5 <3
So today , everyone were like hugging each other . Hahaa .
Muz hug was the tightest but cute . Hahhaa .
Miss thaat ass man .
Gonna end this post . Heh .

We were singing along on moonlight bay .
i hear the voices singing .
They seem to say ,
You have stolen my heart ( i have stolen your heart )
please dont go away (i wont go away )

Bed , I miss you .

Hey , I had been m.i.a lately . Tomorrow is my camp . I'm gonna miss my bed & especially my phone . Gosh . Yesterday was a blast . Really had damn fun with syalinda , fifiwacko , fathin , hanah (Y) hahah . The netball comptn , we won third (: So , school has ended ): I missing 1e5 . Hmm . Hope next year , it's not gonna be that bad . Let's hope the three day camp gonna be fun okay . *yawn . My bed is calling me . So , night readers ;D

School was quite booring . Hahah .
But not that bored .
After school , went to macs with they all .
Okaay , thaanks to shab , i got an advice from him . Hehs .
Now i am at shab's crib ^^
Or i call it a house which has never-ending food (;
Hahhaah .
Erm , about my post 'BOO' .
Just ignore it can ?
Forget it kay .
Everyone is like asking about it .
I didnt say who i was referring too , so dont take it too hard .
Don't teraser kay . Chill kay .
Hehs , kay .

Threesome

Today was a blast ^^
Awesome day with both humans up there .
We went to vivo to watch Bestseller .
Hehs , First part was scary & the last part also , the killing part .
HAHAHAA .
Had ben & jerry ^^
we eat at fig & olive .
Super tasty . HEHEE .
Then we board a yacht .
say whuut ?
Fun gileeerr (;
We camwhore .
I will upload soon .
Now lazyy . heh .
After that , we took a walk there , then got a group of cool guys ask
we all to take a group photo with them .
Damn shocked . Hahha .
The best part was , when one lady approached us and asked
"Are you the Tokio gurls ? "
We just said no .
HAHHAA , What if i say yes ?
Who knows can became famous . heh ,kay ,i crap .
Today was SUPERBAWESOMEE !

BOO !

Hey you .
Stop lying . Its fcking irritating .
PLEASE . Could you , go & get a life .
I dont understand you .
You twist up stories , cover up lies .
You bitch her in front of me , but then you bitch me in front of her .
You want to see us fight with each other .
You act innocent in front of me .
You act kind in front of me .
DROP THE DRAMA BITCH .
Cos it is not entertaining .
Many people say you ruin people relationship .
But i think you also ruin people FRIENDSHIP .
Why are you even created in this universe ?
You love to judge others but do you even look at yourself ?
You are more worst , you knw .
you just dont knw your own self .
Now what , trying to talk about true frind ?
Look at yourself , you are not true .
How could you even have a true friend .
Maybe you have now , but lets just see whthr she can take your drama soonner or later
Many people dont trust you , you knw that ?
You break promises , cant keep a secret .
you cover up with lies .
you want to be angel in front of everyone by telling all the secret you're not suppose to tell .
Its pathetic lah pleasee -.-"
One more thing , you are an attention seeker .
you flirt around , thats what MOST people say .
Stop it lah please .
GET A LIFE !

* sapersaper teraser , tuh korang nyer pasal .

It was one of your closes friend that you're with who told me .
I just thought it was true .
It seems theres a connection on what's happening .
Im sorry if i am wrong .
i felt that youve change .
Like seriously .
It felts as though , you're different .
You treat me differently .
And you are the one who go to her & leave me first .
And as a result , one of her friends feel lonely .
You see , you started it .
Do you even knw how i feel ?
I feel as though you dont need me anymore .
Thats causes me to let you go .
I feel as im your spare tyre .
Do you ever realised that i am the one who is always be there for you ?
When you want do crazy stuff ,
When you're sad , angry , happy .
I stay by your side .
But ever since you go to her & i feel like im not needed ,
Everything changed you see .
It was a lie if i say i dont miss you .
I miss you , you know .
We are surrounded by two-face bitch you see .

Results oh results

Just got back my results (Y)
Um , damn .
i failed Geography by 2 marks -.-"
Shiit oi .
The rest pass . Thank god ^^
Lets just hope that i will pass my Geo when all my marks are all added .
*crossfinger .
Heh , but i do hope that none of the 1e5 will be seperated . tsk .
So many memories together .
I should say that my class is fcking awesome \m/
HAHAH . That will be sad , if we all get seperated right .
We had gone thick & thin tgther .
I just lovee the way you all care (;
HAHAHA , berbual crap eh .
But seriously , ILOVE1E5 ^^
Like who doesn't ?
Hahhah .

Grrrr (;

Yesterday , i went to watch movie with Shab^^
Child's eye .
Scary siool , Hahah .
But the last part was lame .
Damn funny sia me & shab .
Shab penakoot oi ^^( padehal diri sendiri pon samer )
Then we go eat at macs .
Chatchat , carmwhored then went home .
Damn fun siaa smlm ,
Me & Muz post at each other wall .
Talking about this DB .
That black guy damn merepek oi .
HAHAH .
Tmr got netball .
Damn lazy =/
Haisshh .

Everthing is not like it seems .
I hate it when my anger turns to tears =/
I dun knw what to do now .
I get mad at you but i still care for you .
I still fcking CARE FOR YOU .
But what about you ?
I dont knw lah .

Whatever it is , i want to thaank all my asses who never fail to make me smile .
You guys RAWK .
Thaanks for being my pillar of strength .
You guys make me smile when im blue .
You guys support me , giving me avice .
Im so lucky to have friends like you guys .
Thaanks for being there for me .
In life you need to make decision , no matter how hard it is .
Hahaah , that was one of advice i get & its true .
HAHAH , okaay . Thaaanks guys . you guys knw who you are .
ILOVEMYPEOPLE (Y)

AWESOMEE .

Todayy was a Blas-tt ^^

Syazlinda , Liyana & Fathin

You guy rawk my Ass (Y)

We went to town & it was damn funny . hehs .

Then after that , Fathin & Liyana went home .

Syazlinda & me talked about something .

Hehs . Damn funny .

ILMAO .

We crap a loot ^^

We are just the same . Hahah .

We got the same attitude & problems . hehs .

Awesome time with you guys (;

ILOVEMYPEOPLE !>

Do go out again kay . Hehs .

SHAKE MY LIFE

YEEAAHH ! EXAMS IS OVERR ^^
IM GONNA CELEBRATE & LIVE MY LIFE (;
HAHAHH .

I want to enjoy like fcuk ^^
Lets enjoy Life . Hahah .
Okay , crap . Hehs .
Hey you , you make my day everyday ^^
Thaanks aytes .

Hahah , kay .
But guess whaat ,
People change , things change , shit happens but Life goes on .
Now you make me realised that for all this while ,
you dont appreciate what i have done for you .
Now i knw who you are .
You always think that you are better than i do .
You love to boast about yourself .
You thought that everyone likes you .
You get jealous of me .
You just suck ! Pfftt .
If i had known it in the first place , i wont be your pillar of strength .
IDGAF LAH . ASSHOLEE .

THINGS CHANGE );

Sorryy , fr not updating . heh .
Everything is falling out of place now .
Its f-cking weird .
I dun feel like my own self .
I want the old syafiqah back );

Hey you ,
You changed aloot , you knw .
WHYY ?!?
I just hate it . you're not like this .
i know you too well .
But now , im speechless .
Its not me who thinks this way , but EVERYONE .
Whats wrong ???
Tell me please , ass .
You know , i always be there for you .

Cut thaat off . Heh .
Anws todayy is TEN.TEN.TEN.
HAHAA .
Tmr is Geography -.-"
i havent study . Lazyylahh .
I dun even understand what that old teacher is teaching lah pleasee -.-"
She nonsensee laaa .
*shakebutt .
LOL . kay craapp .
Tomorrow , lets hopee everthing goes well .
*crossfinger .
I need my oldself back .

Fuckers everywhere ,

Cikgu ismail , you suck :p
Hahahh . Thaanks for the punishment the whole class got .
you talk crap , you knw .
kickyourr ass then you knoww . hahahh .
cheyyh , fiercee seyhh . hahahh .
kayy , craap -.-"

Andd yeaah , i hate it when people try to act big .
Pleasee ehyy . you make me wanna pukee .
pathetic tawwuu .
No offencee .

speechless

i find it weird when guys from your old school who you didnt mix with
or even talk to suddenlyy like tegur youu now .
, yeaahh . isn't it weirdd ?
just now got three marsiling guys , two frm my old school which like i said ,
i dn rilyy knw them , camee to me & say hi .
thaat one is quite okay buut guess whaat theyy suddenly touch my hand -.-"
what the hell -.-" i meant like wanted to hold it .
worse their friend , whom i dont evn know pull & touch my hand .
WTF ?!? gross-eed .
its getting on my nervee .
at the library oso , some of the guys frm my old skool tegur me .
it do feel awkward .
ooookaayy , craap uh .
BTW , reallyy havee fun with sorfinaa , lyanaa & hanah .
okaaayy , byee .
I got no mood .:/

FUNNEEYHH

Todaee was our english paperr . Damnshiit , i nvr stuyy . heh .
it was okkaayy lahrr but i seriouslyy hate the comprehension-.-"
And the funnyy & stupidiest thing was , im wearing p.e to school .
Everyone in the school is wearing uniform . ass rytee .
Hahhah . My friends were likee making fun of me .
Hahah , baskeet ehh .
I forgot that we were suppose to wear uniform during exams .
LOL . i was kind of late to school but who cares ,
once we reached school , hanah and me went straight to the general office to ask for uniform .
pathetic isnt it ?
Thank god , if not i would be the only person wearing p.e included elmira .
tsk . & for the paper 2 mr .ismail was taking over our class .
he sleep during that timee . everybody is like talking and sharing the answers .
He just hacked care . Hahaa .
Thanks to him we were release latee . F laah .
He dont release us until our histry teacher came in .
we dont even had break . Luckily ms ashreena give us 10 mins break .
But everyone were taking their own sweet time (;
It was really funnyy siaaa .
1e5 is the worst class in sec 1 (; although we are express students .

craap .

im aaat homee (;
Hahhah . soo fastt rytee .
Heh . Looks likee im a nerdd . *inside joke .
Sayy whuut ^^
School was a blast . especially during mother.T
Ermm , syazlindaa ask me to come to her housee ^^
It gonna be funn (Y)
& yeaahh , im not sure if im going to makee my ez-link cardd -.-"
Damnn lazeyyhhh & its raining somemoree .
im so stupid to losee it . Hah , kayy crapp .
cheers .

pigass (;

Later i will be following mum go rayer to her friends house .
hehh . Anws , i havent even studyy you knw .
I had no mood to studyy . Sleeping is moree cooler (;
Heh , i crapp .
ILOVEBRUNOMARS (Y) - JUST THE WAY YOU ARE (;
I lovee it (;
Tmrw , i need to go & make another ez-link card -.-"
ass lahh . heh .
Tmr is music exams (Y) . yeaahhhh .
okaayyy , thaats lamee .
i seriouslyy dunno whaat to talk abooutt .
Happyy sundayy readers (;

ASS (;

Yesterdayy was a BLAST ((;
Rayerr withh my babyyG . Woaahh ! i went homee aat abt 1 pluuss .
Hehh . && Damnnshiit , i lost myy ez-link cardd . tsk , ass betol .
I dont knw whree is it , F laah .
btww , I lovee syazlindaa housee (Y) .
Its damnn cool maan (; she's a cheaaterr :p . heh
Feel likee rayer-ing againn . Exams is round the corner .
andd i nid to studdyyy . Lazyylaahh .
Well , im a pig . heh .
andd yeaah , the pictures will be uploaded soon .
Bcos , i cant find where is my usb cabel . ass laah . heh .
i miss goingg to townn );
wookaaayy , im gonna shut my lips (;

I LOVEE MY PEOPLEE \m/
* shakee your butt (;

TRUST NO MAN

SILENT IS EVERYTHING

Boreed sungguh di rumaah . Rmai org kluwaa gy rayerr , sayerr ddk pat rumah .
Next week baruu kluwaa with my kawans . tsk , ass betol .
hahhah . ishhh , geramnyerr , mendaaklahh .
sometimes karma is a bitch isn't it ? hmm .
words dont meant anything rytee . its just fakee .
i wonder why words can't meant anything but silent is everything .
tsk , ass betool . heh .

BURN

I hate it when like you use to talk to someone loads and really get along, like really close, then like for some reason you guys stop talking and just grow apart then months later you try talking to that person and it just doesn’t work. The conversation just dies and you can’t really think of anything to say. and you don’t have the friendship you once had. Only the memories.

SILENTLOVEE

It's amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them without a word. Without a single acknowledging look. This person, who once knew you so well, who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past, is now walking right past you, seeing right through you.

“Nobody understands how much I miss you, miss how much we used to talk and miss all the thing we use to do. I try not to admit it to myself that I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you and I really do miss you. I would give up everything I have to be everything we’re not.”

Whats love got to do with ,

I am so freaking lazyy to go to school tmrww . sparee me ,
My leg is injured ,, tmr is CCA dayy & ftc is goonaa be swap with science lesson [Bigtime]
I am a pig . heh . should i go tmrww ? everyonee is so freaking lazzyy to comee .
I had nothing morree to sayy , yeaah , im activee at tumbler & facebook .
adios .

complicated

Life is complicated . Everything don't seem right .
pretending is our bestfrend . we pretend to be okkaayy when we're noot .
we keep things to ourselves . LIFE IS A BITCH .
Hmmm .
Its truee cos we are teenagers , we fuck up aloot , we do a loot of crazy shit , we often breaks rules , but thats the way of life we want to live . To live beyond extraordinary . we want to be forever young .

best damn thing .

Meetin old friends was fun , missing our old sweet memories together . Crapp a loot . Looking at the olden days & our perfect fivee ( Fiqaa , Nadya , Sheda , Myra & Shakiraah ) .
Things changes , we change . But sweet memories will forever be in our hearts . Now thaat , we are far apart , leading our new lifes . You all do havee to knw thaat , you are my best damn thing . We never failed to stay strong together , laugh our ass out (: Nw , we had gonee separate ways , in diff school , things won't be the same like those days . All the best aytee guys (; i miss youu guys (; You guys \m/ my ass ! <3

Awesomee-iest

(Y) I LOVEE MY PEOPLEE (Y)

Some peoplee just wanna makee your frends hers .

Dreaming is believing

I had just finished showeringg . hahah . i catch step up 3 withh hanah (;
IT WAS A BLAST ! AWESOMEE ! COOL ! CUTEE !
do catch it guys . seriouslyy . i feel likee watch it again .
The dancee was reallyy cool . the guys were cutee .
Hahaahh . I wanna be a dancerr siaaa . I loikee (;
Then we bump into alfian & haiqel .
theyy ask we all to fllw them . so , we just tagged along .
Theyy just finished skating . heh .
We all just jalanjalan . & haiqel thaanks ehh .
seriouslyy i dun wnt anythng but he kpt bugging .
Hanah just choose fr me . hahah .
We watch them skate japp then we went home
Anws , i bukerhh-ing at hanah's housee .
shee askedd me to . i dun wnt but she was likee just go larhh .
(sotepp maluu katerkan ) hahhahh . then slacke-d at her housee .
Rilyy AWESOMEE timee withh hanah ( Edwardd )
cheers .

Fear no b-tchh

CCA dayy \m/ . hahah . we're fasting so we didnt join the training but instead just practise shooting . i sweaar it wus funn (; heh . we kp going on until theyy all stop except me & syaza . perangai smangaat . hahah . then , we stopped & join them crapping . hah . it was gross-ed . LOL . youuknwiknww kankan .

FTC period was lyk WTF siaa . -______- somee incident happen uhrr . ermm abouut nabil thingyy . It like a fight uhr involved . When thaat rabaraba came in , she's likee comforted him lah & wadsoeverr . then hantarr to plaza . he was in serious condition . he got some sickness uhr . then he ask the malay boys what happened . at the samee timee , i ask her if i could go to the washroom , she neverr layann siaa . Buat darahh up jek . hahaa . then when she go settled the problem , me & liyanna go to the washroom uhr .

When we entered the class , she was likee scolding the whole class . she stopped & asked who give us the permission to go the toilet . i said ala cher just now . then some guys were laughing at me cos it wus funny . the way i reacted . hahahah .perangai baskeet . hah . then the whole class must write an essay about impression of you of your class . (L) hahhah . i think we're her worst class she ever teachh . hahah . likee i freaking caree likee thaat . damn merepek siaa niyhh cikguu .

But todaee was likee quitee kekek actuallyy with lyana & hanah & her ex -ttm . then haiqaljaffar & fadhli menyebok (; hahahh . wookaayy , peacee outt people (Y)

chill gurl

trusting is hard

Heyy , my blog had been dead . Had been lazeyyh this days . hahaa . we camwhoree in school . the photoo will be uploaded soon . i tink . haahaa . ookaayhh . aafter school me & hanah went somewhre which i dun knw wheree , heh . but best laah jgk . hanah , youknwiknw (; . then in the bus homee , met amiraarahim (; my old friend , hehhs . we chatted for a while then went homee . aww , i miss herr lahh seyhh . meet-up somee otherr timee yerr . anws , to makee things clear , i dun easily trust guys . its just hard for me to trust them . show me proof to make me believe in whatever youu sayy . actions speak louder than words ritee . so , yeaah . sweet-talk is not myy thing kayy . hehh . so , thaats all i had to sayy . adios readers .

B-O-R-E-D

I is veryy boredd .
I missed going to safra yishun .
cos lambat . haiss .
It's better than rotting at homee ritee .
hahaa . nehmind uhh .
i want go ouut youu knoww .
urghhh -.-"
seriouslyy , haiss .
currentlyy just chatting . heh .
so boredd .
tkderrh topic lahh .
okaay lah . bye .

you suck like duck

Hey loves ,
the national day's performancee was greaat .
i meant the modern dancee part .
i'm so jealous of one chinese gurl .
she's the one with the green tee .
her bodyy is flexiblee (; she dance so f-cking good siaa .
heehees .
recess timee , something happen . kekek sioo .
hahhaa , youknwiknw.
then after school we slacked . heh .
woaah , so freaking tireed siaa .
hahaaa , we got a long weekends (;
but sadlyy test punyerr lahh byk wen school re-opens .
tak sukee youu . okaayy uhrr dengs . byee .

Freshh start

LET'S F*CK THE PAST & KISS THE FUTUREE ,
I had deleted all my past post . i want start a fresh .
i can't stand looking at the old times . heh .
Julyy suckss ! hahaah .
so yeaah , school was cool .
i'm in themood of running todayy (; my timing was 8 mins+
hahaha . It lessons was fun , i think .
i went to missed call all my friends during lesson . hahaa .
theyy all looked at me & tkderhh kejee perhh . hahaa .
orang katerh tkderhh kejerr , kterh caryy kejerr perhh kankan .
hahaaah , lovee yourself even if its at your last (;
(Y)I lovee my peoplee (Y)